Monday, July 20, 2009

Starting fresh

sounds great already.

Sunday, July 12, 2009

update.07.12.09




The manequin thus far.

Friday, July 10, 2009

latest art project.07.09.09




I took a mannequin head and started doing my normal thing on it.
I used spray paint to give the skin more texture and I did all the detailing with a ball point. should be done soon.

SINKING SHIPS!


http://www.mediafire.com/?jzyiymhhmtt

New beat I made for all of you to enjoy.

Monday, July 6, 2009

and

theres a growing hatred inside of me.

having the internet again.

i live a pretty archaic life now, almost like a gypsy, with technology.
i have no cable, i technically do not have power until tomorrow, this is all by choice.
theres nothing good on t.v anymore.
sometimes i think that about life.
i came up with a line today that goes.
time is like money, and i aint got none to waste.
i thought it was pretty cool.
i feel like i've been living in a fantasy world. actually thinking i have fans and that someone is eagerly waiting for my next move.
maybe a couple people are.
i don't know, i probably wouldn't like that if it was happening.
start struck is what they call it. my beer is extra cold, and I've never read no bukowski besides ham on rye. In my new house, i leave my bedroom door open all the time.
its very strange because i never do that but i think it means i trust who i'm living with for once.
i hope i'm approaching the end of this dark tunnel soon. i think i just need a reason to hold out for outside of my own needs.
for awhile i felt like a super hero, a vigilante trying to save something, now i feel like all i was tryign to save was nothing, i think everyones content with the way things and i'm just living in the past.

Sunday, July 5, 2009

been awhile

so i'll keep this brief.
I've been doing ok, i am finally moved into my news house and every thing is stressful but great at the same time.
alot of drug use has taken my time... but i am still managing to create music.
my friends are great. i am thinking about becoming a gypsy.
new music is coming from me soon, but i'm only releasing things locally now. i dont have the internet until monday.
you've been haunting me lately, i dont know if you know, but i'm sure you feel what i've been feeling, maybe it means were both thinkgin about each other at the same time.
or my sanity is just slipping....