my heel hurts,
might have to work.
and stand for like 7 hours.
but vans aint that bad.
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Friday, May 29, 2009
ask your self
how do i wake up some days feeling like i do.
its my head, it hurts like theres a thousand pounds coming down on top of me.
my back aches.
I'm down today, prolly because of these habits.
I would love to kiss her lips again, its been two years, and about month since we've talked.
a movie last night reminded me of her.
i think you only fall in love once, everyone after that is a copy of that person, just tweaked a little better for the time being.
but not tweaked enough, to make them permanent.
these days, i don't know what i'm doing or where I'm going. the little bits of hope that get thrown at me dont stick. the older i get the more and more i begin to not trust anyone,
no ones words, no ones actions, nothing.
today i walked through the toy Aile at wal-mart, i miss being a kid sometimes.
but the new toys are terrible.
its my head, it hurts like theres a thousand pounds coming down on top of me.
my back aches.
I'm down today, prolly because of these habits.
I would love to kiss her lips again, its been two years, and about month since we've talked.
a movie last night reminded me of her.
i think you only fall in love once, everyone after that is a copy of that person, just tweaked a little better for the time being.
but not tweaked enough, to make them permanent.
these days, i don't know what i'm doing or where I'm going. the little bits of hope that get thrown at me dont stick. the older i get the more and more i begin to not trust anyone,
no ones words, no ones actions, nothing.
today i walked through the toy Aile at wal-mart, i miss being a kid sometimes.
but the new toys are terrible.
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
pt.2
This was probably the funnest show yet. everyone was really intrigued by the whole event. (I guess a rapper playing some real shit in a hottopic) It was very fun and we were only supposed to have a 15 minute set but ended up doing 30 instead. big ups to josef and julian for letting us crash the place.
Monday, May 25, 2009
2new tracks on my myspace.
http://www.myspace.com/drstrangelove12
new shit off my new tape called dead days in florida.
tell me what you think.
new shit off my new tape called dead days in florida.
tell me what you think.
c'mon kid your killing me
The city is a strange place
there are strange people there
there are strange places to go to
with stange smells and a strange atmosphere swirls about.
roaches and rats dwell the real underground. bums and four wheeled monsters roam the surface....for what in this city could they be looking for.
I find comfort in the bottom of a wine bottle.
many in this town do as well.
my Apartment hasn't been this clean in a long time.
and it hasnt been this quiet in a while and i love it.
its peaceful and calm. no bad vibes, no bad people, no messes, nothing but myself, my gameboy ds, and the beautiful sound of the t.v. humming in the distance.
there are strange people there
there are strange places to go to
with stange smells and a strange atmosphere swirls about.
roaches and rats dwell the real underground. bums and four wheeled monsters roam the surface....for what in this city could they be looking for.
I find comfort in the bottom of a wine bottle.
many in this town do as well.
my Apartment hasn't been this clean in a long time.
and it hasnt been this quiet in a while and i love it.
its peaceful and calm. no bad vibes, no bad people, no messes, nothing but myself, my gameboy ds, and the beautiful sound of the t.v. humming in the distance.
Sunday, May 24, 2009
dreds....again...
after not washing my hair for a few weeks and constantly wearing a beanie.
tada!
MY HAIR has turned to fucking dreads.
looks preety sick though.
oh and i got my lip pierced...
Saturday, May 23, 2009
hate
Its a strong word indeed.... but its how I feel 99% of the time.
I saw my mom today for a few hours and it was fun and lame at the same time.
its never to fun when your mom has to come help you out of shit you did to yourself in college. but non the less i love her and miss her already.
She also brought along her new puppy named Chico, he fell and bumped his head today...it was kinda sad. I honestly think sometimes you never really grow up, that dog jumped on my face and attacked me with puppy kisses and if it wasn't for my age i would've stayed there and left him lick my face for hours. but i felt like my mom would've called me a name or said something mean if i had layed on the floor in the lazy manner i was stuck in.
I currently don't know where my life is headed right now,(join the club) but for me, its a decision and a choice that is very hard to make. 20 years old and i feel like i'm 25. I wish time was like a coach and you could take time outs or sit on the bench for a few minutes to catch your breathe.
instead its a constant struggle, until you meet your final day.
my mom said, "I'm fifty years old, its all downhill for me, you've got to start thinking about your life." my mom makes life and death seem so much worse than it is sometimes.
prozac doesn't work obviously.
I saw my mom today for a few hours and it was fun and lame at the same time.
its never to fun when your mom has to come help you out of shit you did to yourself in college. but non the less i love her and miss her already.
She also brought along her new puppy named Chico, he fell and bumped his head today...it was kinda sad. I honestly think sometimes you never really grow up, that dog jumped on my face and attacked me with puppy kisses and if it wasn't for my age i would've stayed there and left him lick my face for hours. but i felt like my mom would've called me a name or said something mean if i had layed on the floor in the lazy manner i was stuck in.
I currently don't know where my life is headed right now,(join the club) but for me, its a decision and a choice that is very hard to make. 20 years old and i feel like i'm 25. I wish time was like a coach and you could take time outs or sit on the bench for a few minutes to catch your breathe.
instead its a constant struggle, until you meet your final day.
my mom said, "I'm fifty years old, its all downhill for me, you've got to start thinking about your life." my mom makes life and death seem so much worse than it is sometimes.
prozac doesn't work obviously.
one of my favorite bands
i dont really own to much converge but they progressively get better and better each album. i one day wish to attain that musicianship as a hiphop artist.
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
frats enrage me.
i hate how these dudes pay to have friends and get the bombest pussy all the time cause girls are to stupid to see past the shallow end.
my new shit is almost done. heres a sneak peek...
The new tape is going to be called DEAD DAYS IN FLORIDA.
It follows the last few months of recordings and day to day living.
I think i'm going to be doing a whole series dedicated to Florida, cause there's so much to write about.
so far there 9 tracks completed all produced by me except for 2, my mans brown and M.will the shogun sent me a joint.
Also i will be on the compilation for M.Will's journey through time and space so peep that shit as well.
yo excuse me...
I've been having dreams about this girl i used to date.
so fucking weird.
we were at this house, on top of the roof and i was sitting in her lap and she was a lot taller than me.
i kept looking back at her stomach, which looked really nice and so did her thighs. from time to time we would talk then all of a sudden jump off the roof onto the concrete. she would land on this couch and i would land bare feet on the ground. it kinda hurt but i would get back up and we would go back on the roof.
i never got a chance to land on the couch once and the final time beofre waking up it really hurt my feet. so fucking weird.
i went to her facebook today and ofcourse she has something stupid posted in her status bullshit.
eh...relationships...
so fucking weird.
we were at this house, on top of the roof and i was sitting in her lap and she was a lot taller than me.
i kept looking back at her stomach, which looked really nice and so did her thighs. from time to time we would talk then all of a sudden jump off the roof onto the concrete. she would land on this couch and i would land bare feet on the ground. it kinda hurt but i would get back up and we would go back on the roof.
i never got a chance to land on the couch once and the final time beofre waking up it really hurt my feet. so fucking weird.
i went to her facebook today and ofcourse she has something stupid posted in her status bullshit.
eh...relationships...
Monday, May 18, 2009
Madlib invasion
This is 12th grade right here.
i remember riding around listening to this with my two best friends. I had to put it on cassette to listen to it in my car and it made it sound so cool. i love madlibs beats and his pitched up vox. Quasimoto is a huge influence to my music and the way i craft beats.
DREAM GIRL? maybe..
I totally would date her, her back tat is crazy and kinda sexy seeing how i like zombies.
Would be really funny to wake up to her sleeping on her side and you see that screaming in your your face.
Saturday, May 16, 2009
Word..Life
I've been drawing alot lately, and making a lot of new tunes. Gentleman J and Myself, are recording and releasing a tape under our group name, MILES MADE US.
its going to be about 8 to 10 songs, all production done by myself.
We dont have a myspace, and I don't really feel like making one for the group. i may just post updates and songs on here. it'll be like a hip hop fugazi, in the sense of staying away from all the blood sucking outlets.
And i just dont feel like going through all the bull shit that myspace comes with nowadays.
I miss when myspace was simple as fuck, you used to be able to get girls, listen to half way decent bands, and it was a small community of your friends. I remember like me and my friends were the only people using myspace when it first came out. Then like a year later it exploded into a beast.
geeezee
its going to be about 8 to 10 songs, all production done by myself.
We dont have a myspace, and I don't really feel like making one for the group. i may just post updates and songs on here. it'll be like a hip hop fugazi, in the sense of staying away from all the blood sucking outlets.
And i just dont feel like going through all the bull shit that myspace comes with nowadays.
I miss when myspace was simple as fuck, you used to be able to get girls, listen to half way decent bands, and it was a small community of your friends. I remember like me and my friends were the only people using myspace when it first came out. Then like a year later it exploded into a beast.
geeezee
Thursday, May 14, 2009
The dudes got jokes.
I like how every time I see Obama, he puts a smile on my face, i don't really pay to much attention to politics and all that jazz, but the president enstills me with good feelings and a sense of comfort.
Stay up O.
Super Nova
http://www.zshare.net/audio/59987228668c902b/
Mr.Hudson is fucking gnarly period. In Fact my favorite track off Kanye's 808's and heart breaks was paranoid.
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
4:43
Todays been all over the place.
woke up to some atmosphere, great way to wake up after you've been drinking the night before.
Then listened to some cat power, and actually made a beat out of one of her songs. cant tell you cause i'll get sued prolly.
Any way, that new mos def track is beast mode if you haven't heard it.
I'm fucking amped to hear the rest of the album. sounds like its going to be good chill stuff.
woke up to some atmosphere, great way to wake up after you've been drinking the night before.
Then listened to some cat power, and actually made a beat out of one of her songs. cant tell you cause i'll get sued prolly.
Any way, that new mos def track is beast mode if you haven't heard it.
I'm fucking amped to hear the rest of the album. sounds like its going to be good chill stuff.
MADLIB INVASION
just made a sick beat for the new tape, i don't know when it will be done but until then blast this shit.
MUSIC DOODS Not Them
http://www.myspace.com/notthemmusic
http://www.myspace.com/notthemmusic
My buddies Not Them are awesome! period awesome. They have a new tape out called poor party poets and its a jam to blast at any party or event. from start to finish, you'll find your head bobbing and your body dancing all over the place. Its a party CD that has a lyrical depth to it as well, matter fact its not even a party record, its a serious dope cd about being poor, and making it through lifes struggles with an upbeat vibe instead of going the dark dreary route that most rappers take.
I also did like three beats on the mother fucker haha!
links right below.
http://www.sendspace.com/file/c0ijf0
http://www.myspace.com/notthemmusic
My buddies Not Them are awesome! period awesome. They have a new tape out called poor party poets and its a jam to blast at any party or event. from start to finish, you'll find your head bobbing and your body dancing all over the place. Its a party CD that has a lyrical depth to it as well, matter fact its not even a party record, its a serious dope cd about being poor, and making it through lifes struggles with an upbeat vibe instead of going the dark dreary route that most rappers take.
I also did like three beats on the mother fucker haha!
links right below.
http://www.sendspace.com/f
ADVENTURE SESH
There's this creepy run down old restaurant in my town and me and two friends finally got a chance to check it out.
While inside I've never been more creeped out in my life. But we got some sick shots and made a little photo shoot out of it.
While inside I've never been more creeped out in my life. But we got some sick shots and made a little photo shoot out of it.
KERSED
CEREMONY is one of my favorite bands out right now, from stage presence to there cd's, its all around good shit. I saw em in Richmond before i left for Florida and it was the best going away present ever.
get n to em if you haven't already.
http://www.myspace.com/ceremony
VID of the day: O.C- Born to Live
This is the shit to wake up to!
that old school shit i love, this is off o.c's 94 debut word...life
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